its funny how you can love a person with all your heart, and then hate their guts the next moment.

im not talking about stupid bgr rships, please, that issue is so minor anyone affected by it should seriously take a gun and shoot themselves.

just when im delirious, ive been thrown down the same hole i was once in before. it's not very nice there, its dark. i'm not scared, im a brave girl.and i know i can climb out of it, ive done it plenty of times.

but maybe, this time i want to stay in there for awhile.away from all the pretense that cloud our minds.